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Sunday, March 21, 2010, 10:20 AM

Whye suddenly this problem caame to me? whye ann whye ? ii keep cryin from jusst now , whye cant ii stop ? ii should be strong , every family have this kind of problem right ? maybe ? haaaish , but mine is worst .. ii waant my family to peaace , nt R U I N ! Mama ask me to quuit school ann werk at Mcdonald .. but ii dunwaan to ! im only sec 1 , ann ii haave long journey to go. ii wanna complete my studies , go to college ann go to University to haave diploma , so ii couuuld haave better job ? ii dun wan to be a street ghurl mummy .. yeaa , ii know sometime my praangai is like street gurl mummy , but im tryin nt too .. im reaaly tryin nt to , ii wanna stuudy mummy , ii be a failure once , ii dunwan to be a failure agaain mummy .. Papa pleaase , ii know youuh are divorced wit mummy ann mummy is gettin maried to baba ! so papa , youuh stil have to do ur job as a faather .. For me anything happen d , famile come ferst theen others .. My eyes is swalloned ann ii look pale , even teddy saay thaat ! haaaish )'': papaa pleaaaaaase , it's ur duty to raaise me . mama have been lookin after me for 14 yeaars ! ann youuh ? onlyy 2 yeaars ? Mama, papa pleaase ii wanna studdy ! ohh shyyt , ii caant stop cryin *cryin hardly .. Mama dun worry ii wouuld show youuh thaat ii haave bright future mamaa ! ann papa , pleaase .. stop all ur nonsence ann carry-on doiing ur duty as a faather ! Kakak ann Abaang haave no father anymore , ii dun wan to be like .. they didnt haave any time to haave fuun wit their AYAH .. but ii caan , ann ii waant to papa . But youuh , youuh refuse to papaa . all youuh caare is the Indonesia gurl . Papa , daaughter is precious then ghurlfriend okkeh ? youuh always ask me ' Nenek Jenon bukaan nenek kamelia ey ? ' she is my nenek ! my lovely nenek , didnt mean ii didnt meet her so often youuh can saay dat kan ? ii caare about her , papa .. before youuh taalk , think ferst .. Now im askin youuh , ' is nenek is ur mother ? ' youuha re the one who hack caare about nenek . youuh didnt even give money to nenek , nenek have been looking after youuh for 50 yeaars taau papa ! maane terime kaasih papa ? whye are youuh different to other of ur brother ann sister papa ? youuh told me thaat youuh work , work , work ann work .. but where is the money youuh should gve it to me ann nenek ? youuh gve to the ppn indonesia rite ? Mama taalk to me juust now , ii cried so baadly like ii was caned .. ann suddenly mama cried too .. ii caant see mama cryin , caause ii dun like too ! becaause of youuh mama cried ! F U C K ! see , my craap hv started .. Papaa , pleaase ! youuh threat me like a beggar askin youuh for money , but im ur daughter BAKTI ! my name is nor sri kamelia bte BAKTI ! bte Bakti tau ! it's ur name kaan ? papa , if youuh change ann do ur duty as a father , i wil be veh veh happy ! pleaase promise me youuh caan change papa! dun let me kill thaat indonesia ghuurl ! ii even feel ti kill my self or paack my thing ann leaave home , but im woried about mama ! ii dun wan her to be saad .. so baakti , ii wana mention againn , I AM UR DAUGHTER !

- thaanks to teddy for cheering me up kkeh ?